I added this "about the music" link just in case you may have wandered to my site and was curious what "worship" music is all about. Well, for me worship music is about needing help. I have had many struggles in my life just like everyone and I am sure you have as well, and for me coming to the Lord and playing my guitar focusing on the good things He had done in my life seemed to give me faith that any other problem would be okay. As I would write songs about times gone by I would see clearly that God does help.... and He is on our side. If you don't have a personal relationship with Christ you should come to Him in prayer, just as you are, In the Bible Christ met with people where they were at. He did not expect perfection before and he does not expect perfection EVER. One of my favorite stories in the Bible is the story of Jacob (which means deceiver) God asked him many times to tell him his name, but he wouldn't, because he was ashamed of admitting to God that he was a deceiver. Finally after a long time of persuasion Jacob finally said it "My name is Jacob (i am a deceiver)." He probably thought that God would be mad and punish him for who he was, but God essentially said " Your name is now Israel (which means Prince of God)." God was just happy with his honesty. There are many Christians who act very holy and spiritual, they give an air of perfection, but God was looking for an honest person, like Jacob, or Saul, or David. If you want to become a Christian, all you have to do is come to God, tell him who you are and accept His forgiveness through the price Christ paid on the cross. There are no special prayers or fancy words needed. If you have questions email me at cory@freeworshipsongs.org